Is my mind blank?
Can it be?
Is it even possible?
I do not think so.
I am sure that there is still some “juice” in it.
Then why do I feel like I have an empty mind?
I am aware that there are millions of thoughts running around.
But I can’t seem to capture at least one, let alone a few.
I have no control over it.
There is no order or discipline in there.
Only chaos yet I cannot even grab a thought
and run with it.
What a desperate state!
It is as if I am in control and not in control simultaneously.
Ridiculous, isn’t it?